diff --git a/internal/files/directorysizes.go b/internal/files/directorysizes.go
new file mode 100644
index 0000000..075d487
--- /dev/null
+++ b/internal/files/directorysizes.go
@@ -0,0 +1,154 @@
+package files
+
+import (
+	"bufio"
+	"fmt"
+	"os"
+	"path/filepath"
+	"strconv"
+	"strings"
+
+	"git.burning.moe/celediel/gt/internal/dirs"
+	"github.com/charmbracelet/log"
+)
+
+const (
+	directorysizes     = "directorysizes"
+	length         int = 3
+)
+
+var (
+	loadedDirSizes directorySizes
+)
+
+func init() {
+	loadedDirSizes = readDirectorySizesFromFile()
+}
+
+type directorySize struct {
+	size  int64
+	mtime int64
+	name  string
+}
+
+type directorySizes map[string]directorySize
+
+func WriteDirectorySizes() {
+	loadedDirSizes = updateDirectorySizes(loadedDirSizes)
+	writeDirectorySizes(loadedDirSizes)
+}
+
+func readDirectorySizesFromFile() directorySizes {
+	dirSizes := directorySizes{}
+	for _, trash := range getAllTrashes() {
+		dsf := filepath.Join(trash, directorysizes)
+		if _, err := os.Lstat(dsf); os.IsNotExist(err) {
+			continue
+		}
+
+		file, err := os.Open(dsf)
+		if err != nil {
+			log.Error(err)
+			continue
+		}
+		defer file.Close()
+
+		var (
+			size  int64
+			mtime int64
+			name  string
+		)
+
+		scanner := bufio.NewScanner(file)
+		for scanner.Scan() {
+			line := scanner.Text()
+			split := strings.Split(line, " ")
+			if len(split) != length {
+				log.Errorf("malformed line '%s' in %s", line, dsf)
+				continue
+			}
+
+			size, err = strconv.ParseInt(split[0], 10, 64)
+			if err != nil {
+				log.Errorf("size %s can't be int?", split[0])
+				continue
+			}
+
+			mtime, err = strconv.ParseInt(split[1], 10, 64)
+			if err != nil {
+				log.Errorf("mtime %s can't be int?", split[1])
+				continue
+			}
+
+			name = dirs.PercentDecode(split[2])
+
+			dirSize := directorySize{
+				size:  size,
+				mtime: mtime,
+				name:  name,
+			}
+			dirSizes[name] = dirSize
+		}
+	}
+
+	return dirSizes
+}
+
+func updateDirectorySizes(ds directorySizes) directorySizes {
+	newDs := directorySizes{}
+	for k, v := range ds {
+		newDs[k] = v
+	}
+	for _, trash := range getAllTrashes() {
+		files, err := os.ReadDir(filepath.Join(trash, "files"))
+		if err != nil {
+			log.Error(err)
+			continue
+		}
+		for _, file := range files {
+			if _, ok := loadedDirSizes[file.Name()]; ok {
+				continue
+			}
+
+			info, err := file.Info()
+			if err != nil {
+				log.Error(err)
+				continue
+			}
+
+			if !info.IsDir() {
+				continue
+			}
+
+			newDs[info.Name()] = directorySize{
+				size:  calculateDirSize(filepath.Join(trash, "files", info.Name())),
+				mtime: info.ModTime().Unix(),
+				name:  info.Name(),
+			}
+		}
+	}
+	return newDs
+}
+
+func writeDirectorySizes(dirSizes directorySizes) {
+	// TODO: make this less bad
+	for _, trash := range getAllTrashes() {
+		var lines []string
+		out := filepath.Join(trash, directorysizes)
+		files, err := os.ReadDir(filepath.Join(trash, "files"))
+		if err != nil {
+			log.Error(err)
+			continue
+		}
+		for _, file := range files {
+			if dirSize, ok := dirSizes[file.Name()]; ok {
+				lines = append(lines, fmt.Sprintf("%d %d ", dirSize.size, dirSize.mtime)+dirs.PercentEncode(file.Name()))
+			}
+		}
+
+		err = os.WriteFile(out, []byte(strings.Join(lines, "\n")), noExecutePerm)
+		if err != nil {
+			log.Error(err)
+		}
+	}
+}
diff --git a/internal/files/disk.go b/internal/files/disk.go
index 2b5e2d3..0b12b5b 100644
--- a/internal/files/disk.go
+++ b/internal/files/disk.go
@@ -26,12 +26,7 @@ func (f DiskFile) Path() string      { return f.path }
 func (f DiskFile) Date() time.Time   { return f.modified }
 func (f DiskFile) IsDir() bool       { return f.isdir }
 func (f DiskFile) Mode() fs.FileMode { return f.mode }
-func (f DiskFile) Filesize() int64 {
-	if f.isdir {
-		return 0
-	}
-	return f.filesize
-}
+func (f DiskFile) Filesize() int64   { return f.filesize }
 
 func (f DiskFile) String() string {
 	// this is unique enough because two files can't be named the same in the same directory
@@ -53,14 +48,22 @@ func NewDisk(path string) (DiskFile, error) {
 
 	name := filepath.Base(abs)
 	basePath := filepath.Dir(abs)
+	actualPath := filepath.Join(basePath, name)
+
+	var size int64
+	if info.IsDir() {
+		size = calculateDirSize(actualPath)
+	} else {
+		size = info.Size()
+	}
 
 	log.Debugf("%s (base:%s) (size:%s) (modified:%s) exists",
-		name, basePath, humanize.Bytes(uint64(info.Size())), info.ModTime())
+		name, basePath, humanize.Bytes(uint64(size)), info.ModTime())
 
 	return DiskFile{
 		name:     name,
-		path:     filepath.Join(basePath, name),
-		filesize: info.Size(),
+		path:     actualPath,
+		filesize: size,
 		modified: info.ModTime(),
 		isdir:    info.IsDir(),
 		mode:     info.Mode(),
@@ -130,10 +133,17 @@ func walkDir(dir string, fltr *filter.Filter) Files {
 		name := dirEntry.Name()
 		info, _ := dirEntry.Info()
 		if fltr.Match(info) {
+			var size int64
+			if info.IsDir() {
+				size = calculateDirSize(filepath.Join(actualPath, name))
+			} else {
+				size = info.Size()
+			}
+
 			files = append(files, DiskFile{
 				path:     actualPath,
 				name:     name,
-				filesize: info.Size(),
+				filesize: size,
 				modified: info.ModTime(),
 				isdir:    info.IsDir(),
 				mode:     info.Mode(),
@@ -167,13 +177,24 @@ func readDir(dir string, fltr *filter.Filter) Files {
 		}
 
 		path := filepath.Dir(filepath.Join(dir, name))
+		actualPath, e := filepath.Abs(path)
+		if e != nil {
+			continue
+		}
 
 		if fltr.Match(info) {
+			var size int64
+			if info.IsDir() {
+				size = calculateDirSize(filepath.Join(actualPath, name))
+			} else {
+				size = info.Size()
+			}
+
 			files = append(files, DiskFile{
 				name:     name,
-				path:     filepath.Join(path, name),
+				path:     filepath.Join(actualPath, name),
 				modified: info.ModTime(),
-				filesize: info.Size(),
+				filesize: size,
 				isdir:    info.IsDir(),
 				mode:     info.Mode(),
 			})
diff --git a/internal/files/files.go b/internal/files/files.go
index 16b96ac..4052140 100644
--- a/internal/files/files.go
+++ b/internal/files/files.go
@@ -5,10 +5,13 @@ import (
 	"cmp"
 	"fmt"
 	"io/fs"
+	"os"
 	"path/filepath"
 	"strconv"
 	"strings"
 	"time"
+
+	"github.com/charmbracelet/log"
 )
 
 type File interface {
@@ -33,6 +36,23 @@ func (fls Files) String() string {
 	return out.String()
 }
 
+func (fls Files) TotalSize() int64 {
+	var size int64
+
+	for _, file := range fls {
+		if file.IsDir() {
+			if d, ok := loadedDirSizes[file.Name()]; ok {
+				log.Debugf("%s: got %d from directorysizes", file.Name(), d.size)
+				size += d.size
+				continue
+			}
+		}
+		size += file.Filesize()
+	}
+
+	return size
+}
+
 func SortByModified(a, b File) int {
 	if a.Date().Before(b.Date()) {
 		return 1
@@ -52,15 +72,11 @@ func SortByModifiedReverse(a, b File) int {
 }
 
 func SortBySize(a, b File) int {
-	as := getSortingSize(a)
-	bs := getSortingSize(b)
-	return cmp.Compare(as, bs)
+	return cmp.Compare(a.Filesize(), b.Filesize())
 }
 
 func SortBySizeReverse(a, b File) int {
-	as := getSortingSize(a)
-	bs := getSortingSize(b)
-	return cmp.Compare(bs, as)
+	return cmp.Compare(b.Filesize(), a.Filesize())
 }
 
 func SortByName(a, b File) int {
@@ -123,9 +139,36 @@ func doNameSort(a, b File) int {
 	return cmp.Compare(aname, bname)
 }
 
-func getSortingSize(f File) int64 {
-	if f.IsDir() {
-		return -1
+func calculateDirSize(path string) int64 {
+	var size int64
+	info, err := os.Lstat(path)
+	if err != nil {
+		log.Error(err)
+		return 0
 	}
-	return f.Filesize()
+	if !info.IsDir() {
+		return 0
+	}
+
+	files, err := os.ReadDir(path)
+	if err != nil {
+		log.Error(err)
+		return 0
+	}
+
+	for _, file := range files {
+		filePath := filepath.Join(path, file.Name())
+		info, err := os.Lstat(filePath)
+		if err != nil {
+			log.Error(err)
+			return 0
+		}
+		if info.IsDir() {
+			size += calculateDirSize(filePath)
+		} else {
+			size += info.Size()
+		}
+	}
+
+	return size
 }
diff --git a/internal/files/trash.go b/internal/files/trash.go
index 95f6373..a67d1d2 100644
--- a/internal/files/trash.go
+++ b/internal/files/trash.go
@@ -24,8 +24,8 @@ import (
 )
 
 const (
-	sep                      = string(os.PathSeparator)
 	executePerm              = fs.FileMode(0755)
+	noExecutePerm            = fs.FileMode(0644)
 	noExecuteUserPerm        = fs.FileMode(0600)
 	randomStrLength   int    = 8
 	trashName         string = ".Trash"
@@ -40,6 +40,8 @@ DeletionDate={date}
 `
 )
 
+var homeTrash = filepath.Join(xdg.DataHome, "Trash")
+
 type TrashInfo struct {
 	name, ogpath    string
 	path, trashinfo string
@@ -56,12 +58,7 @@ func (t TrashInfo) TrashInfo() string { return t.trashinfo }
 func (t TrashInfo) Date() time.Time   { return t.trashed }
 func (t TrashInfo) IsDir() bool       { return t.isdir }
 func (t TrashInfo) Mode() fs.FileMode { return t.mode }
-func (t TrashInfo) Filesize() int64 {
-	if t.isdir {
-		return 0
-	}
-	return t.filesize
-}
+func (t TrashInfo) Filesize() int64   { return t.filesize }
 
 func (t TrashInfo) String() string {
 	return t.name + t.path + t.ogpath + t.trashinfo
@@ -70,12 +67,6 @@ func (t TrashInfo) String() string {
 func FindInAllTrashes(ogdir string, fltr *filter.Filter) Files {
 	var files Files
 
-	personalTrash := filepath.Join(xdg.DataHome, "Trash")
-
-	if fls, err := findTrash(personalTrash, ogdir, fltr); err == nil {
-		files = append(files, fls...)
-	}
-
 	for _, trash := range getAllTrashes() {
 		fls, err := findTrash(trash, ogdir, fltr)
 		if err != nil {
@@ -142,17 +133,17 @@ func findTrash(trashdir, ogdir string, fltr *filter.Filter) (Files, error) {
 	var files Files
 
 	infodir := filepath.Join(trashdir, "info")
-	dirs, err := os.ReadDir(infodir)
+	entries, err := os.ReadDir(infodir)
 	if err != nil {
 		return nil, err
 	}
 
-	for _, dir := range dirs {
-		if dir.IsDir() || filepath.Ext(dir.Name()) != trashInfoExt {
+	for _, entry := range entries {
+		if entry.IsDir() || filepath.Ext(entry.Name()) != trashInfoExt {
 			continue
 		}
 
-		path := filepath.Join(infodir, dir.Name())
+		path := filepath.Join(infodir, entry.Name())
 
 		// trashinfo is just an ini file, so
 		trashInfo, err := ini.Load(path)
@@ -161,39 +152,57 @@ func findTrash(trashdir, ogdir string, fltr *filter.Filter) (Files, error) {
 			continue
 		}
 
-		if section := trashInfo.Section(trashInfoSec); section != nil {
-			basepath := section.Key(trashInfoPath).String()
+		section := trashInfo.Section(trashInfoSec)
+		if section == nil {
+			continue
+		}
 
-			filename := filepath.Base(basepath)
-			trashedpath := strings.Replace(strings.Replace(path, "info", "files", 1), trashInfoExt, "", 1)
-			info, err := os.Lstat(trashedpath)
-			if err != nil {
-				log.Errorf("error reading '%s': %s", trashedpath, err)
-				continue
+		basepath := dirs.PercentDecode(section.Key(trashInfoPath).String())
+		if !strings.HasPrefix(basepath, string(os.PathSeparator)) {
+			root, err := getRoot(trashdir)
+			if err == nil {
+				basepath = filepath.Join(root, basepath)
 			}
+		}
 
-			s := section.Key(trashInfoDate).Value()
-			date, err := time.ParseInLocation(trashInfoDateFmt, s, time.Local)
-			if err != nil {
-				log.Errorf("error parsing date '%s' in trashinfo file '%s': %s", s, path, err)
-				continue
-			}
+		filename := filepath.Base(basepath)
+		trashedpath := strings.Replace(strings.Replace(path, "info", "files", 1), trashInfoExt, "", 1)
+		info, err := os.Lstat(trashedpath)
+		if err != nil {
+			log.Errorf("error reading '%s': %s", trashedpath, err)
+			continue
+		}
 
-			if ogdir != "" && filepath.Dir(basepath) != ogdir {
-				continue
-			}
+		s := section.Key(trashInfoDate).Value()
+		date, err := time.ParseInLocation(trashInfoDateFmt, s, time.Local)
+		if err != nil {
+			log.Errorf("error parsing date '%s' in trashinfo file '%s': %s", s, path, err)
+			continue
+		}
 
-			if fltr.Match(info) {
-				files = append(files, TrashInfo{
-					name:      filename,
-					path:      trashedpath,
-					ogpath:    basepath,
-					trashinfo: path,
-					trashed:   date,
-					isdir:     info.IsDir(),
-					filesize:  info.Size(),
-				})
-			}
+		if ogdir != "" && filepath.Dir(basepath) != ogdir {
+			continue
+		}
+
+		var size int64
+		if d, ok := loadedDirSizes[info.Name()]; ok {
+			size = d.size
+		} else if info.IsDir() {
+			size = calculateDirSize(trashedpath)
+		} else {
+			size = info.Size()
+		}
+
+		if fltr.Match(info) {
+			files = append(files, TrashInfo{
+				name:      filename,
+				path:      trashedpath,
+				ogpath:    basepath,
+				trashinfo: path,
+				trashed:   date,
+				isdir:     info.IsDir(),
+				filesize:  size,
+			})
 		}
 	}
 
@@ -212,8 +221,21 @@ func trashFile(filename string) error {
 		return err
 	}
 
+	var path string
+	if trashDir == homeTrash {
+		path = filename
+	} else {
+		root, err := getRoot(trashDir)
+		if err != nil {
+			path = filename
+		} else {
+			path = strings.Replace(filename, root+string(os.PathSeparator), "", 1)
+		}
+	}
+	log.Debugf("fucking %s %s %s", filename, trashDir, path)
+
 	trashInfo, err := formatter.Format(trashInfoTemplate, formatter.Named{
-		"path": filename,
+		"path": path,
 		"date": time.Now().Format(trashInfoDateFmt),
 	})
 	if err != nil {
@@ -355,7 +377,7 @@ func getTrashDir(filename string) (string, error) {
 	if strings.Contains(filename, xdg.Home) {
 		trashDir = filepath.Join(xdg.DataHome, trashName[1:])
 	} else {
-		trashDir = filepath.Clean(root + sep + trashName)
+		trashDir = filepath.Clean(filepath.Join(root, trashName))
 	}
 
 	if _, err := os.Lstat(trashDir); err != nil {
@@ -406,12 +428,15 @@ func getRoot(path string) (string, error) {
 }
 
 func getAllTrashes() []string {
-	var trashes []string
-	usr, _ := user.Current()
+	trashes := []string{homeTrash}
+	usr, err := user.Current()
+	if err != nil {
+		log.Error(err)
+	}
 
-	_, err := mountinfo.GetMounts(func(mount *mountinfo.Info) (skip bool, stop bool) {
+	_, err = mountinfo.GetMounts(func(mount *mountinfo.Info) (skip bool, stop bool) {
 		point := mount.Mountpoint
-		trashDir := filepath.Clean(point + sep + trashName)
+		trashDir := filepath.Clean(filepath.Join(point, trashName))
 		userTrashDir := trashDir + "-" + usr.Uid
 
 		if _, err := os.Lstat(trashDir); err == nil {
diff --git a/internal/interactive/interactive.go b/internal/interactive/interactive.go
index 1cae836..1f59d45 100644
--- a/internal/interactive/interactive.go
+++ b/internal/interactive/interactive.go
@@ -73,6 +73,7 @@ type model struct {
 	keys       keyMap
 	selected   map[string]bool
 	selectsize int64
+	totalsize  int64
 	readonly   bool
 	once       bool
 	filtering  bool
@@ -95,6 +96,7 @@ func newModel(fls files.Files, selectall, readonly, once bool, workdir string, m
 		selected:   map[string]bool{},
 		selectsize: 0,
 		files:      fls,
+		totalsize:  fls.TotalSize(),
 	}
 
 	m.termwidth, m.termheight = termSizes()
@@ -326,11 +328,13 @@ func (m model) header() string {
 			styleKey(m.keys.clfl),
 			styleKey(m.keys.apfl),
 		}
-		dot       = darkesttext.Render("•")
-		wideDot   = darkesttext.Render(" • ")
-		keysFmt   = strings.Join(keys, wideDot)
-		selectFmt = strings.Join(selectKeys, wideDot)
-		filterFmt = strings.Join(filterKeys, wideDot)
+		dot          = darkesttext.Render("•")
+		wideDot      = darkesttext.Render(" • ")
+		keysFmt      = strings.Join(keys, wideDot)
+		selectFmt    = strings.Join(selectKeys, wideDot)
+		filterFmt    = strings.Join(filterKeys, wideDot)
+		totalSize    = humanize.Bytes(uint64(m.totalsize))
+		selectedSize = fmt.Sprintf("%s/%s", humanize.Bytes(uint64(m.selectsize)), totalSize)
 	)
 
 	switch {
@@ -338,24 +342,23 @@ func (m model) header() string {
 		right = fmt.Sprintf(" Filtering %s %s", dot, filterFmt)
 	case m.mode == modes.Interactive:
 		right = fmt.Sprintf(" %s %s %s", keysFmt, dot, selectFmt)
-		left = fmt.Sprintf("%d/%d %s %s", len(m.selected), len(m.fltrfiles), dot, humanize.Bytes(uint64(m.selectsize)))
+		left = fmt.Sprintf("%d/%d %s %s", len(m.selected), len(m.fltrfiles), dot, selectedSize)
 	case m.mode == modes.Listing:
 		var filtered string
 		if m.filter != "" || m.filtering {
 			filtered = " (filtered)"
 		}
-		right = fmt.Sprintf(" Showing%s %d files in trash", filtered, len(m.fltrfiles))
+		right = fmt.Sprintf(" Showing%s %d files in trash (%s)", filtered, len(m.fltrfiles), totalSize)
 	default:
 		var wd string
 		if m.workdir != "" {
 			wd = " in " + dirs.UnExpand(m.workdir, "")
 		}
 		right = fmt.Sprintf(" %s%s %s %s", m.mode.String(), wd, dot, selectFmt)
-		left = fmt.Sprintf("%d/%d %s %s", len(m.selected), len(m.fltrfiles), dot, humanize.Bytes(uint64(m.selectsize)))
+		left = fmt.Sprintf("%d/%d %s %s", len(m.selected), len(m.fltrfiles), dot, selectedSize)
 	}
 
-	// offset of 2 again because of table border
-	spacerWidth = m.termwidth - lipgloss.Width(right) - lipgloss.Width(left) - poffset
+	spacerWidth = (m.termwidth - lipgloss.Width(right) - lipgloss.Width(left)) + 1
 	if spacerWidth <= 0 {
 		spacerWidth = 1 // always at least one space
 	}
@@ -662,14 +665,14 @@ func Show(fls files.Files, once bool, workdir string) error {
 
 func newRow(file files.File, workdir string) table.Row {
 	var time, size string
+	name := file.Name()
 	time = humanize.Time(file.Date())
 	if file.IsDir() {
-		size = bar
-	} else {
-		size = humanize.Bytes(uint64(file.Filesize()))
+		name += string(os.PathSeparator)
 	}
+	size = humanize.Bytes(uint64(file.Filesize()))
 	return table.Row{
-		dirs.PercentDecode(file.Name()),
+		dirs.PercentDecode(name),
 		dirs.UnExpand(filepath.Dir(file.Path()), workdir),
 		time,
 		size,
diff --git a/main.go b/main.go
index 3556198..241eb98 100644
--- a/main.go
+++ b/main.go
@@ -195,6 +195,7 @@ var (
 	}
 
 	after = func(_ *cli.Context) error {
+		files.WriteDirectorySizes()
 		return nil
 	}